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Michaela Dodd
Jun 21, 2022
Rotger: The referral to Aras via your friend, Bruce, is helpful. This is from those pages about the Threefold Coniuctio writing, from (i-2): “The great difficulty here, however, is that no one knows how the paradoxical wholeness of man can ever be realized. That is the crux of individuation . . . .” ____________ A REPORTING on impressions from Zoomless Constellation yesterday: Something about being in Avalon now. It is here. I am here. And this is what it looks like. Avalon is here, now. And I am choosing my experience as it is now. The heavenly reality of the Earth plane as nourished by GAIA is so far from being honored. It hurts how much it is not honored and allowed to lead our human ways. I feel my infinitesimal-ness in relation to the problems of climate – and to the problems of not-peace. I am more confirmed in the awareness that my best action is to go within – and into my small piece of GAIA that I am directly in contact with – and from there – BREED PEACE. Breed peace at every turn. Breed peace in my sleeping dreams; breed peace in my social engagements; breed peace at the grocery store. Pray, and move, and breath in this peace. It is the only solution that I seem to be able to engage with. The war is over for me. I am letting it happen as it is -- all the unkindness and greed and suffering. And from here, I pray for peace. _________________ This is what Mary, Queen of Peace, Our Lady of Medjugorje (from the apparitions in Bosnia and Herzegovina) promotes within us. “The main theme of Our Lady’s messages is the call to peace and reconciliation, but She underlines very often that we can obtain them only through prayer. This is why She calls us unceasingly to pray, to renew prayer until it becomes a joy for us, to pray with the heart…” (downloaded from Medjugorje WebSite - Our Lady of Medjugorje Messages and Apparitions) _________________ It’s odd to me, at this point in my life, that it all comes down to “pray for peace.” Really? That’s it? Yes. Pray for peace. There is nothing else to do – not for me. I do many things, of course, throughout a day – but it is only of value, on purpose, within the following of my calling, if the many things are done within this context of “pray for peace (and reconciliation).” So, the entrance to Avalon, the being in Avalon, is centered around a commitment to peace – ongoingly, and in a sustained way, a normal everyday way, a way that is natural to, and flowing with, the specifics of my life. Pray for peace in every moment – as many moments as possible. Reconcile with all, if possible. Perhaps the answer to “How can we help the world in times of climate change? What is it that we can give back to the world?” is to pray for peace and to live a reconciled life. From this place, the place of Avalon, I feel in touch with the Lady of the Lake. And I just looked up some more information about Avalon as a geographical place. I found that it is thought that it (the Tor, in particular, as I am understanding what I just read) was once surrounded by water. I feel very strongly that this water is the waters that I have been seeing as the entrance to Avalon -- but haven't fully understood. The waters have felt like Lake but not just open waters. I see the watery entrance from a shore with trees branches hanging down. And this is not a lake in the traditional sense. "My entrance" feels like an small inlet in the lake. I can now see something like the Tor amidst the Lake. And it makes sense to me. Feels accurate. Through the waters, I can travel into the place of healing. Although I must say that the waters of lake, and even this little inlet, have great healing energy as they are. I am wanting to stay here, in the inlet, and pray. In contemplation this morning I am re-visiting the relationships that I have felt are "irreconcilable" in my life currently. I have long identified with the term of "Irreconcilable Differences." I am questioning this now -- at a next level. Could the seeming Irreconcilable be reconciled? RECONCILING THE IRRECONCILIBLE. Is it prudent to even attempt such one more time with the three "irreconcilables" in my life currently. Perhaps more time (from within me) is suggested -- although I have begun, this morning, a written communication with the most recent of the irreconcilable ones. I have not sent it, though. The communication is a warm-up to, and inquiry about, a possible physical meeting place and time with the intention towards reconciliation. The first and most current of the these three people with whom I feel unreconciled lives locally. The other two irreconcilables are much older, and distant -- and more difficult - especially with my ex-wife of many years. We have not spoken since 2006. The third person is my older alcoholic brother with whom I have not spoken since December of 2016. in service to the Greater Peace, love, William
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